Walking the Winding Road of God
Walking God's road is a very lonely road. No one to talk to, no one to understand, no words are to be said and no word to describe. It is understood that it is God way's to discipline me, but the transcending vision is stronger than our personality, Easier to be said to submerge it than to do it. When will it be that "unknown day" when the whole personality is reorganize in the accomplishment of that vision?
Hebrew 12:4-6, 12
(4) In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood. (5) And you have forgotten that word of encouragement that addresses you as sons:
God is such a genius that he can use word to play tricks in different perspective with words. "Struggling against sin". Most people will come to me and say - the sin is referring to your sin but I say "no" in my case I am struggling with myself trying to accept sin. - my words; most don't understand.
"My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, (6) because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son."
do not make light of the Lord's discipline. Can it be referring to "light as in understanding?"
If it is, I know what he means by this. I went through this stage, rebell against it and got myself into a twilight zone. I learned. Don't know if this sentence is for my confirmation, maybe someone out there is going through the same thing as I did.
(12) Therefore, strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees. (13) Make level path for your feet," so that the lame may not be disabled, but rather healed.
My heart is weak don't know if I can take this. REALLY NEED A PRAYER.
Job 5:1-2
(1) " Call if you will, but who will answer you? To which of the holy ones will you turn? (2) Resentment kills a fool, and envy slays the simple. Yep, I tried it, I created a lot of commotion and confusion. Sinful of me :( ..........I stick to myself for now.
Job 42:2-6
(2) "I know that you can do all things; no plan of yours can be thwarted. (3) [You asked,] 'Who is this that obscures my counsel without knowledge?'
Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to know. (4) [You said] 'Listen now, and I will speak; I will question you, and you shall answer me.'
(5) My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you. (6) Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes."
I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes, for being too weak. Who would understand? It is not heroic nor is it superior. It is the power of emotion that you need to struggle with - as said, to be "leveled".
It is nothing to boast about, it is nothing to be proud of because I know even after I've been trained, seeing more sorrow will increase tremendously.
"Being with God does not align with self - if there is a self - then, you are not align with God."
Those who look up will only see what fly by and gain nothing.
Those who look down will gain what they pick up.
Those who dig into the earth will take the pain and danger to find the unsure treasure.
Dear Heavenly Father,
I am praying for myself with your authority for your Holy Spirit to strengthen my soul. I am humbly accepting your call for all that you have trained me for. I thank you for your crystal clear respond in my prayer. I thank you for your inscribed vision of understanding I needed to see my path.
Psalm 134, Amen
Hebrew 12:4-6, 12
(4) In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood. (5) And you have forgotten that word of encouragement that addresses you as sons:
God is such a genius that he can use word to play tricks in different perspective with words. "Struggling against sin". Most people will come to me and say - the sin is referring to your sin but I say "no" in my case I am struggling with myself trying to accept sin. - my words; most don't understand.
"My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, (6) because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son."
do not make light of the Lord's discipline. Can it be referring to "light as in understanding?"
If it is, I know what he means by this. I went through this stage, rebell against it and got myself into a twilight zone. I learned. Don't know if this sentence is for my confirmation, maybe someone out there is going through the same thing as I did.
(12) Therefore, strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees. (13) Make level path for your feet," so that the lame may not be disabled, but rather healed.
My heart is weak don't know if I can take this. REALLY NEED A PRAYER.
Job 5:1-2
(1) " Call if you will, but who will answer you? To which of the holy ones will you turn? (2) Resentment kills a fool, and envy slays the simple. Yep, I tried it, I created a lot of commotion and confusion. Sinful of me :( ..........I stick to myself for now.
Job 42:2-6
(2) "I know that you can do all things; no plan of yours can be thwarted. (3) [You asked,] 'Who is this that obscures my counsel without knowledge?'
Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to know. (4) [You said] 'Listen now, and I will speak; I will question you, and you shall answer me.'
(5) My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you. (6) Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes."
I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes, for being too weak. Who would understand? It is not heroic nor is it superior. It is the power of emotion that you need to struggle with - as said, to be "leveled".
It is nothing to boast about, it is nothing to be proud of because I know even after I've been trained, seeing more sorrow will increase tremendously.
"Being with God does not align with self - if there is a self - then, you are not align with God."
Those who look up will only see what fly by and gain nothing.
Those who look down will gain what they pick up.
Those who dig into the earth will take the pain and danger to find the unsure treasure.
Dear Heavenly Father,
I am praying for myself with your authority for your Holy Spirit to strengthen my soul. I am humbly accepting your call for all that you have trained me for. I thank you for your crystal clear respond in my prayer. I thank you for your inscribed vision of understanding I needed to see my path.
Psalm 134, Amen
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posted by honeybee00911 at
8:21 AM
2 Comments:
Walkin God's road does no have to be lonel. Itz only of ur lucky enough to find someone who is also walkind in God's road. If someone is lucky enough for this to happen, there is no way that person will be lonely.
Don't fight sin back for it will only come back and bite you even harder. Instead take the pain and accept that sin is in the world. Try to change it little by little and slowly correct people. do not be blunt and jump in for that will anger many people. Accept that u have sin, change people little by little, and remember to stay tru to urself.
Hardships are bound to come when you accept God. They aren't from God, but from other people. Outsde influence will look down on you and hurt u even. This is God's ultimate test to see if u are truly faithful to Him.
Do not strengthen urself for the sake of pesonal interest, but strengthen urself for the people who have been hurt. U want to pave a road for them and give them hope for they need God the moost.
You look up... and u see something u cannot be. U cannot fly and u cannot feel the air. U look down on the floor, ur crawling barely survivin with life and u pick up everything u can find. U try to make good use of everything but there is just so little and there isn't enough. Only those who are willing to go ahead with the risky might they find a chance to succeed. Sure, some might fail , but not givin up holds the key to true happiness with God.
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Anonymous, at 10:00 AM
Every true Christian will come across a time of:
1. What you know the surrounding is not ready to know.
2. What you see the surrounding can not see.
3. What you say the surrounding can not hear.
4. What you do the surrounding will intrude you.
5. What you feel is just merely the norm.
That is the time when it's becomes so personal, it is only between you and God. The quiet road.
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honeybee00911, at 10:32 AM
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